"  4 TODAYs  "   ; i  n ";       ; " ONE- C O M T E M P O R A R Y  ;  D A Y  "..

The Turkish; " thing "      ;   has  b e e n;        f i t;    i  n;      Turkish saying,      (turkish Language)  v e r y  well..  (although it has been written; i n English, originally..)  I  t  has  b e e n  a very   f   i  n   e;      a  ; Pure -A b s t r a c t    P O E M;   ; though..   ((abstraction given , by an other language; to this Laguage  o f T u r k i s h..  i  s   P  u  r  e;  ;abstraction;  ; in fact; NO; HUMAN B E i n g;  in between;  a  totally; contemporary; process..)          -by the maans   o  f;   OBJECTiVE;  computerised;  translation,only..- a s   i s;  ;    written i n  T u r k i s h..(that ; me a n s;  write i n English,    , then put it in turkish  translation..; ;  t h e r e   O C C U R E S;  perfect; -& P U R E;  a b s t r a c t;   P O E M s..   to r e a d;  i  n  ;  T u r k i s h..

 I  am  pleased to   r e a d;  such a;  p u r e ; ABstract;  P O E M..(abstraction ; a d d e d..p u r e l y)   ...i n my Language..(I do not read any Turkish; p o e m; because; all p o e t s;  a r e;   ; in their p o e m  s;   a  s; they  w e r e ;  t h e;  ; ABSTRACTERs,,..p  u  r   e; abstraction should  come from;  t h e  M a c h i n e;  ;  i  n  the  b a s i c,  look..   a  s    all  ;  i s m   s;  should  b e ; APPLY  a b l e;  ; only; with;   s  o  m  e;   m a c h i n e s;  ... i n the lack o f  these;  m a c h i n e s ;   y   e   t..  t h e y  want some people; act; l i k e; these  machines..(then they will call them;  a s;  ARTists..  (NO; problem with that;  ; i f some ;  should  accept to b e ; m a d e;abstract;   m a c h i n e s...-that is an unknown machine  y e t an abstract machine;  ; to abstract.. b u t; human n a t u r e; is in between..  in between this  a b s t r a c t i o n;  human m i n d  has an  l i v e  abstract mind  ;  and  there is a hezard; to m y;  M i n d;..there..  I wouldn' t  risk  m y;  c r e a t i no n;    ; m y  heart  ;  my H A N D;  ; 4 that..)    .....

 .......... i  n  s  t  e   a  d ;       ;     THERE  i S  A ;    ;  B i g;  H U G E;    ;  A    M A C H i N E;   ; that;  TOTAL H i s t o r y;  o f  M A N;  h   a  s;   Produced..  i t  is  called;  " ALPHABETH "  ...i t   i s;  very very ; P R i M i T i V E.. very slow; very; ; "  A fool foresees by intuition."  ...understand s nothing; - like a  computer;  ;  D O E S-  ..   W  h  e  n;   U  WALK;  intrough  ;  Black written; L E T T E R s;  Y  o  u  may  not  s e e;  e v e n;  who;  i  s  ; -or what is -  walking;  w h e r  e.  t o..o r  how that  walking happens; by the means o f  the letters..(a walk i n Absolute  D A R K ..  -or darkness-..b  u t;  that  machine;   ;  i s  the  bigest;      -but the most primitive ;  t h o u  g h;-  ; a machine that; O N E;  M A N;   ;   - who wants  to;  b e  involved;  b y  ;  H i s t o r y;- ;  should;  O W N;  a s  i t   WERE;  the sum o f  all; machines..that w a s;  4  all;  N E E D s;  as;if  machine of any kind;  i  s  required..  

S  O;  o n l y; the LONELy;  "  ALPHABETH;  W R i t e r;"     ; is adequate  ;  t  o;  the  w i s h;   o f  that; Contemporary ;  M A K E   i n g.. i  f  ; U  have a ; big heart to W a l k  ON; all that;  W A Y;  all b y the same machine.. (i s m   s; ; put this total-machine into; p i e c e s;  ; and add some colors; so some will accept;   to produce; some parts..  b u t; they wouldn' t  write; .....so..playing with art material;  ; but  without; writing..)  

M  y   basic  claim;  ; i s   that;  ONLY; T H E  LONELy;  ALPHABETH WRiTer;  should; i n c l u d e;  ALL;  i s m   s..(it has b e e n;  good, to see; some;  e x p e r i m e n t s; of art works;  as if; t h e y  w e r e ;  free i n g;  a r t;   &t h i n g s.. they were; still; ; hendcuffing; themselves..)  (because, writing s or Alphabeth; r i d i n g..ALPHABETH;  ; should TOTALLY;  C  a  r  r  y;  a l l ;    to  the;   f r e e d o m; or to an other;  SPACE; that i s different;   ; i n quality  ...

..that wouldn't  b e;  pouring  all m y;   d e e d s..ON  U;  h  e  r  e .. what U are telling; , i s; a good n e w s; 4 me; -and; 4 US- ; I hope..&;         ;  I;  g u e s s..

I  know; t h e r e;    i s  a  b i g  H e a r t;     underneath..U' r behaveours.. -and I am happy; that U w e r e; kicked; off, from the  school..   -as a proof of U' r  big  heart- ..that means scooling;4U;  ; will not b e finished; b y  someone..; &,    ;shall  b  e;  a  continios  process, all through ,  , U' r  L i f e.. (as some should say;w e will help U to finish U' r  school..  t h a n k; U..I wouldn' t  finish scooling  o f    m e;  and my professiON;  ..please..it must b e an "  open system "  ; processing ;   ; with ;"  m e   "   ,all m y  l i f e..)

...b  u  t ; when;    " trying to stand;  O U T ";      ;  of;  t h i s  SCHOOLing;  SYSTEM;s  ...  i n ;  a r t ;  D O i n g s.. a   r  e      w  e ;   e q u i p e d;  with   enough;  " device s "..  t o;  GO ; ON; with  t h e  ;  TRUE;  a r t  i  n  g..

I   T  h  i  n  k..  ALPHABETH;  DRAWings;  (istead o f; sketches;  ; a s being drawings..in art scholls..)  o  r;  WRiTings  w i t h ; hand; and L a t i n  Alphabeth..(Alphabeth o f L a t i n; has all that; harritage and genetic s;  o f; , antic civilisation' s  ; d e e d s; in an  mystic  absuration..)  i  s   adequate;  to produce ; all  contemporary;  b a s e s .. and sports,  -body actioning-  has all  different kinds o f;  ism s..i  n. (for example writing is a impressionist a c t; while sport matching i s the; most expressionist; a c t..4; a body..  & ect..)

S  O;  w r i t i n g; is        ;     f o r;  CONTEMPORARY  M A K E i n g s.. (the basement floor; to contemporary i s  writing with hand..and ; I would like to w a l k; o n the BASE; and b e  i n  the;  BASEMENT FLOOR;   ;  p l e a s e..)

COMPUTER;   A  G  E..

T  h e n;  t h e;  s e c o n d;  t h i n g;  i S;    ;to  come back;  from;;  "   the  WAY  ";  ;  -that w a s;  unnown-;    -when  WALKiNG; (when w r i t i n g  ; -or  being in letters-   -i n this DARKNESS-; ;in the letters of narrow letters- .. w h e r e; A B S U R D-&UNKNOWN N A T U R E;  -genetic- of Alphabeth; h a s TOOK;  U  S..  t o . -or make it concrete;  w h e r e; " ALPHABETH ' s ABSOLUTE  -or ABSURD-N A T U R E " " s t   a n d   s."    ...  ( i f  w e ; are living with that;ALPHABETH; i n  OUR;  M i n d s;    ; then;  it is  better;  W  E;  b e;  t h e r e ;  -or see; that place..Alphabeth i s in the REAL-      ; i n concrate;  FORMation;  o f  those;   LOCATiONS;  a n d;  T H İ N G s..(to know them; too..even b y seeing-  (ATOMiC FORMULA;  ; o f things; happen;   ; i n  that;  c o n c r e a t e;  M A K  i n  g s.. o  f;  " thoughts.. "  ..  -if these  thought s can  happen i n our; m i n d s; t h e n;  L e t ' s  see; t h e m;  6 KNOW  T H E M;  as  seeing;  i s  beliveing; though.. c a n  WE;  belive i n what our; eyes; will; s e e; in these; m e t a morp hosis..  belive i n them; i f  GOD;  i  s;  REAL..- -that will balance; religions; invasion; o f the world; under the name o f;  ;  I  D E O L O G i e s..and    ; o f I D E A L i s t;  states..  .. "  I  D  E  A L;  STATE; "  should b e; balanced; through;   ; TRUE;  ; CAPiTALism based o n; ;the TRUE- M i n d  with RATiO..that will f r e e; our;       .... true socialism  's  ;   h e  a r t s..  ... and has a mission;  t o, saperate;  ; mixed; M e di u m s.    I    T h i n k..

...I had; ; and still ,  sometimes;  ;  h a v e;  d r e a m s;  (but infact  ,n i g h t-mares)   o  n;  ; how; I will not b e ; a b l e;  t o;  ; finish t h e; school..the desperate positions  i  n  REAL;   ;Locations;  ;  ; where I may not achive ;   ; a n y, t h i n g;  i n  L i f e ; i n  P u b l i c..  i f  I wouldn' t  finish  school..

....  b u t; nowDAYs;  ;  I realize that; t h e s e; w e r e;  ;  perfect enstruments;  t o  WAKE;  M E;  UP.. w h e n, something happening; o  n  M E;       ; i n  t h e  ROOM;     ;I  SLEEP;  i n  ...4 REAL..

...especially; w h e n, my father; has  d i e d;  ; I was;   ;  p u t; in the g r a v e;  with  him; ....  ;. t h e n; I found that;  ; my father;  ; w a s; telling;  m  e; that; I might  b e; in a bad; position; when sleeping; i n my ROOM....as he was AWAKE; all the; t i m e;  in that minimized; ROOMing o f the grave;  4 his REALiZED;    s o u l..  to my world l y;    "   d r e a m i n g;  s o u l  "..I should say; h e has; carry e d; m e; to the L a n d; o f the  r e a l;  b y; his;  s l o w,   very slow;  D E A T  h..  or  D i e  i  n  g..

... that; m e a n s;  I  know;"  that  "   ;  " b e PUT; i n the  REAL; ROOM;  o f   t h e D E A T h;"   ,  t o o..and being carried; t h e r e;  s t e p  , b y;  s t e p..  (so I can be; involved; i n  such a PROCESS;  ; while that ROAD; finally; r e a c h e s;    ;to  t h e;  WORLD'  s     n a t u r e ;  at last..)

...o u r  souls could b e;    -or stay-  i n,   t h e;  ; DARK s i d e;       -without a n  ALPHABETH; being path with little stones;  or shoes- to the walking i n,   that  DARK ;  S i d e  ..-      ..I was to write  i n all that; time;    ;40 years;  ; as to w a l k ;  i  n;   ;  T R U E;  slim; and;  a b s o l u t e; (as a VHOLE; provider)..DARKNESS.. o n l y..     ...n o t  , witht h e;  ; " poverty-struck "; DARKNESS; o f the    " common-PUBLic  ".. Where ever comes; the DARKness; convert; i t to; the ABSOLUTE; DARKNESS..o n e  day; there will  b  e, a machine;  ; to  convert these;    "  a b s o l u t e - w e a r  e d;   TRUE;   t h i n g s.."           ...all through          t h e;  WALKiNG;    "  A  W A Y.."   ..to NOWHERE;  , in t h e;  begining.. a s  we are;   " N O WHERE-MAN "; like i n a BEATLEs; e a r l y ; songs..( barrowed lives from; READY-MADE; L i v e s; , t h e r e..in the song..i n the past..as fast-food lived READy lives..) (because writing should;  ; t a k e; all   m y;  l i v i n g..I may a s s u m e; a s I lived;  t h e;  l i f e..while I was writing; all t h e ;  T  i  M  E..)

U' r HEART;  w a s;      ;  " ON THE;  T A B L E   ".. m y  hearth ; i s; somehow covered; with,        " w h i t e  Porcela i n;   ; o f W R i T i n g; "         so; i t  ; is  ; acid-proof..  to; b e  a   w i l d;  heart. t o o.

... t h e s e;  w e r e;  m y; eXpressions, & imppressions ;    ; " 4  TODAY "..

"  4 TODAYs  "   ; i  n "    ONE-D A Y  "..