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B E; A W A R E; " o f the D O G " ; : T i e d;
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murat danis

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B E;    A W  A R  E;    " o  f  the  D O G " ;  :    T i e d;   ;in the    "   M i D D L E;  "      ; o f t h e  ;   , "   G A R D EN  " .
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...   b  e   A W A R E;  o  f  SOMEONE;(that i s  ; M E  ,  in;  t h e; Position  i n Q state o f e x i s t  i  n  g-  d i s T ance..4 there m,ght b e a  DOG; i n  M E; p o s i t i o n e d; - i n my subconsciUS-)  ;  ; that M i g h t;  B E;
 PLAYing;  ;   "  S ART RE; "  ;  , as           a      M i S S i O N  ;                                          
                                                          "  4 é " a       ,
;"   i s M; MUST4 ;   t h eART' s ";   ;  as     a n;                         ; "  i s M'   i s  t  "  STATE                   4;PLAY i n g;           ;i   n        A R T. "   
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note: not to " Pump UP " ;    "the V o l u m e  "; of the      ,F o r u m...i n g..& still I c a n; eXist; f r e e ly..
 
 
 
.....I N S P A R A T i O N;   ;2    ;   
...iMAGiNE i n G   ;   ;    ...t  h  e  ,, "  ..+4 ";     ;W  O  R  K..
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John;   ,Your " k i n d ";       ; Comment as,

 " Murat shows insight...years of feedback albeit in isolation as an artist. If an artist can show wisdom from years of self refinment...this proves genius. Let his/her work dictate what is what.              " 
- o N; "    m -e   ";-  (thank U 4 that..concern i n g..)
   ,  ;  inspired m y  " i m a g i n a t i o n;  t o   " W O R K;  ; & P L A Y "  ;  a  " doctorate t h e s i s "   -as U' r  ; o c c u r i n g   as  ,, a  double doctorate;   -;and I a d m i r e;   "     , "that  ; i s , A   T h i n g;"  ;  ; i n my T h i n k i n g-  ";  
  ; especially  , w h e n  I  w a s; u n d e r  the  attacs o f, , w i Ld  REALism..m e a n W h i l e..  

.....the  n a m e  , of that;    " t h e esis ";  i  s;

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G E N i   U S;   C O N C E P T;    ;   to;    ;  the  " "  NANO THECNOLOGy  A B S T R A C T i O N  ";  ;  with i n    -or 4-    ,t h e  "  GENUi n E; GE n i US ity;  of   G A U G U  i n' s;"   ;   " ABSTRACT; b  u  t;   ;s t i l l;  ; CONTEMPORARi A N   ism.."
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note;   :  a   t h e sis;  ON; ; ADVANCED;  T H E ater; T h e o r y;   C O N C E P T;   - ; on J.P.   S  ART re  ' s  ;  PLAY;  " the WALL ";-      t o;  MOVE  O N; to a   " NANO;    T h e c NO Logy; ; THE a t e r; PLAY ; STATE; i n  a W R i t i n g  "  ; a s  a  M O D E; of ARTing..   
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W H O  i S;    ;  G E N i    U S..
(o r ;  ;WHAT i s;  g e n uine..    a T h i n g..) ..; 
; P R O B L E M..
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"   MY; O  P  E  N;  PSYCHiatry  "   ,  i n  ART;   ; ;nothing; i s Underneath..
-Personal; D i a r y; investigations-.,
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adore;   T h e ater ; if it takes  m e; to t h e;  ROOTs;  o f  " primitiv e  i s m.. "...   L i k e;  P o u l  G a u g i n; has m a d e ;his t h e ater  ;  by the  m e a n s  of   the P r i m i t i v e;  ;  T a h i t i  a n s...i  f   it;  goes  t h e;  OTHER;  w a y;  ; L i k e  it has become; i n the; stage o f  P o l i t i c s, TODAY..T h  e;  two opposite; W A Y s; to  go;   ; t o be   "  t h e ater i t i c  a l.  "  ..

I    ; l o v e;   G a u g u i n;  M O R E; & MORE..  h e  has  established; &played; &directed;   h i s  OWN;  theater; a b r o a d;  a   WAY; from..the W e s t e r n;   Politic T H E ater  ;  i  n  his  country..ART; i s  a  ; " RE N E W; a l " ;  system..i  f  n e w; can  not  born; or  "  s p r o u t  " ;  then;  w e can  not; fallow; WHAT; C A N  B E;  SPONTANEOUSLy;  t  h  e  r   e..  (Spontaneous processes; a r e ; important to b e;  f o u n d..because t h e y;  m e a n;  t h a t;  ; WHAT HAS BEEN;  g o i n g  O N;  t h e r e ;   i s   ; s t i l  l;  c a r r y i n g;  ; the WHOLE;  p r o c e s s ;  of  being  C R E A T E D..  " L  e  t;  GOD;  c a r r y;  L i f e;  a s;  H E;  k n o w s;  o r  as he DOES..See the carrying, e l e m e n t s; f i r s t.. t h e n;  c h a n g e;  i t;  a s  U  wish.. b u t  L E T;  ; something still  b  e;   CARRy i n g;  ;   L  i  f  e;   f i r s t..     D O; not risk; L i f e; ; that  w e  already;  H A V E..)

W H E N;  O N;  a r t ;  F i e l d;  ;    ; t h e r e;  i s  a  BOUNDARy;  -border-    ; b e f o r e ;  U;  s t e p;  i  n..  T h e y; a  l l ;  say;  " HE/sHE  i s; a  G e n i US  "..i f   U; are not   G e n i US;   4 US;   ;  t h e n,  w h y; DO;  w e ; h a v e ;  to, watch; WHAT; U have  M A D E. i  n   F a c t;  G e n i U S;  is Related; with; G e n u iN e.
...  i f  U can GO  O N to  B E;  w i t h; "  G E N U i n e;  T H i n g s.."   ;  t  h  e  n;   U   w i l l ;  b  e;   ; a b l e;   to  b e ; C o n s i d e r e d ;     ,  as  a    " GENi US  ".. to u s..T h e y   should; say;  -a d d- ,  to; t h i s;    " H e i s;  a G e n i u s " ..ONGOing;     ;c l i c H e..    ...but they; p u t,  a  " foxy  b o r d e r ";  ;  " GeniUS; i s; somebody; that has Born , S O; & U can not b e A G e n i US;  ; i f   U  ; Work-hard; with all U' r  heart.   .
(that m e a n s,  U need some t a l e n t; to b e  a  b  l  e   to touch;   " g e n u i n e ity;"     ;i f    U  a r e ;  to  work.. ......and then; % 70 i s; WORK; W O R K;  W   O    R    K...  i  f   U  can  WORK;  m u c h,,  t h e n;  ; U can b e;  o n the  S i D E;  o  f;  " t h e;  G E N u i n e; "  ...i  f  U  can  stand; o n the ; G e n u i n e;     s    i    d   e;      o f   " t h e   T H i N G s " ;        ;then; U  a r e  " genuinely;    can b e  considered;  a s    A    G e n i   US; "  ;  to;   ;   U   S..)

W  h  e  n;  I  WAS; i n  the  S y m p h o n i c   O r c e s t r a;  atmospher; 4 30 years,  (b e in them; but be a  schizophrene ; to those; that  touch; m u s i c..)  I  w a s;  with; a l l,  t h e s e;  G e n u i n e; GeniUS, compositors; a s they had WRiTTEN;  M u s i c..(i n fact; they a r e ; W r i t e r s; in the first  sight..) (SO; I was to " write "; to go in their; WORLDs;    -that is a border; U have to go beyond; first..-  ;) (I w a s to  Play; an instrument; even if I had no lessons o n that..  -because, e v e y, compositor; d o e s; t h a t..-  )  b  u  t,  w h a t;  I  L E A R N E D;  f r o m; t h e s e; multi kinds o f G E N i us; ARTists;  i  s;  how  M U C H;    ;  DO;  t h e y;  W O R K..(they work too, m u c h, like i n  a  cominist  r e g i m e,  o f  their;  O W N.. e a c h; one h a s;  a n  other  w a y;  ; of  being  a cominist;  t  o;  themselves..   -in  a r t; cominism is; v i t a l..but person has to choose; i t; 4 himself;  ;  ; and c r e a t e ; h i s;  O W N;  cominist manifesto;  ; for his,  ; l a x, sides..o n l y..  (so formal or uniform; standart; cominism; ; w a s;  to  b e;  for; a public; " all a r e ;  ARTists or at least; all c a n; i m a g i n e; their  o w n;      ; i  m  a  g  e     s..    -a fachist regime; indeed;  ;to MAKE; ALL;     to b e  ;ARTists..)

S  O;  I  w a s ;  PLAYinG;  m   y;  T H E a t e r;    ; in  a;  Synphonic- H e a v e n; as  i f   ; i t  w a s;    a   "  Tahiti; I s l a n d "..          .....S O; I w a s;  t o,  stand; o n; the STAGE;  L i g h t s..L i k e  every o n e;  there  ;  D O E S.. (and I had  m o r e ; habits; o n  that;  t h e n;  t h e ; orchestra; m e m b e r s..:  :when ı was, 12  to  16   ;     ; I w a s; singing on; OPERA; S T A G E;  4 child roles, as a member of; Ankara R a d i o Childreen; chorus..TRT; the National;Radio center in the capital city o f; the TURKEY.      ( -of course; these were h e a v e n l y; national; dreams;  -    and w a s  to be; l i v e d; i n  a    " schizoprenic W A Y t h e atered;through;    ; b y  M E; not to fall;  i  n  LOVE;  with  that, PUBLiC  D R E A M i n g..T H E  ater... ")  ; w e w e r e;  live i n g;    i n; with our; n e w ; and young; republic;  i  n;    t h e s e ;    ;d a y s..-    ))

S   O;  I  find;  THEATER; i n g;  i n    ;ART;  very;  "  repulsive, repelling, propulsive, repellent, unlikeable, "  t  o;   M  E;  .......... -4   these;  reasons; mantioned;  a b o v e-   ..and,  I  degenerate;  ; d e l u t e;  ; s o l v e;  ; corrupt     ; "  National; t h e a t e r;  DREAM  i n g..s  that t a k e;  place; o  f  GENUiNE;  A R T;  THiNGs..(art THiNGs;   ;not H u m a n; as a national a r t ; O b j e c t;MADE;   ;  b y  ;  ;skillfull politic e X p e r t s..i n N a t i o n a l;  THE a t e r   i n g s..)

I played,  t h e  ;  ROLES; ; ; that  w e r e ;  basically  n e c e s s a r y;  ; in  n e e d;  ; with; ;  m  y,  GOAL  s;  t o  be   ;achived   ;  -or reached,-     b  y ;   M  E..I played;  " a schizophrene," ; a writer; ; a musician;  a  painter;  a sportsman;  a n engineer; a chemistery teacher; i n  H i g h  School; a husband; ; a lover 4;in s e x;   a father; a son; driver to my car..e.c.t.t h e s e ; are all;   w  e   r   e,   b   e   i  n g  ;  PLAYED;  b y ;  M E;   O N L Y..ONCE; a  boy; i n Radio; chorus; h a s ;  a s k e d ;  m  e;   A  Simple  Q u e s t i o n..although h e knew; " I d i d not ".. D i D; U; e v e r ,  R E A D;  J.POUL SARTRE...B O O K s..U a r e ; a n  ;    ;  Ex i s t e n t i a list;  ; D O; U  know  , that..T h e r   w a s;  a  Philoshpy Proffessor; l i v i n g, i n our; BLOCK; ; on the uper floor to us; ; ÖZDEMiR ERDEM;  ;   -and h e w a s; standing 4 my attanding; to b e an a r t i s t,,-   ;  W h e n ; I s a w; J.POUL; SARTRE; BOOKs; i n  his  L i b r a r y;  ; and go towars, t h e m.. H e has  said..to me   " b e, a WAY; from; t h e s e;  BOOKs ".. unfortunetely; m y  first girl friend; i n the first year o f; Univercity;     -was from my class in the univercity-;     has found a  N  e w; Version; of J.POUL; SARTRE; a n d; s h e; has wanted; m e ; to act; L i k e; in  J.SARTRE;  BOOKs;  o r L i k e;o r i g i n a l;  t h e;    ;  J.POUL SARTRE..T h e n;  s h e ;  changed her mind, t o  that;  I W O U L D;   b e;. KAFKA;  ; the; p i o n e  e r  4MODERN;  L i t e r a t u r e..W h a t;  a n, existantialist; p o s i t i o n i n g;  I  had.. PLAY;  a n y;   F a m o u s; p e r s o n;  4;ME..then there came; Poul Mc Cartney; the BEATLE; that; I was ; to  play; 4 her..
W h e n;  w e ;   BROKE; O U T; with  that girl; ; s h e  w a s; in LOVE; with; a proffesor; from m y ; faculty..T h e n;  I;  " CUT OFF "; all; L i  e  a  K n i f e..  A sudden  BROKE; and I did not  s e e; her face; since then..if she was; c o m i n g; I should; turn b a c k; 4 her; not to  s e e ;  m y  F A C E.. S O; my F A C E;  has become a Holy FACE;  ; oöly  4  M E..T h e n; t h e s e; days; I begun  t o ; PLAY;  " C h r i s t; the J e s u s.. "..  u p  on  a H i l l  ; A fool o n a H i l;  o r a  person;  every;  w h e r e;  b u t;  "  a noWHERE; M A N "  ...

T h e s e; days; w h e n  W E;  BROKE  U P,   t h e r e;  w e r e ;   a   man;  a N E W  G U Y; ;  to my  M E..2 my EYES.. WOODy ALLEN..W h e n  I  s a w;  him, o n the STAGE; o f an C i n e m a; o n the  "  white-suare-plane " ; a s a  star..I have found that; the n e w; i d o l; for my eX girlfriend;  w a s;  (the proffessor-Philospher; that had invented; t o be; or become a geniUS; w a s; Playing;o n the SCREAN..)  w  a s;   t h a t;  g u y;  and  s h e  had  decided; t h a t; I wouldn' t  play; t h a t;  e a i s y;  G U Y;  that; w a s to play a geniUS; ; a s HE; w a s; not  a  genious;  b u t ;   ;  obsesively; WANTiNG; to B E;  a  GENiUS;  M  A  N..or making similations; for a F e m a l e;   ; that should  b  e ;   G e n i U S;     ;t o o..

T h e n ; I had; time; to fall i n; ; REAL;  and GENUine; " G E N i O U S;   P E O P L E ";  b u t; not with  standing n e a r somone;; ;  an OBSESSiVE l y; SEEKing 4 a geniUS  ; Genious; looking  g u y characteristics statistics; charts;   i n    h a n d  as  this  WOODy ALLEN;  P l a y s....   ( S H E; w a s;  t o;  K i l l ;  M E; if  I  stood  n e a r;   h e r  ).. ..  ..U    n e e d; to  g i v e;  A L L;  o  f  U' r;  t i m e..all of U' r; BODY-&SOUL;    ; b e  N a m e less;  and;   "  i d e n t i T y; L E S S.. "  ;  (the most difficult part i s; to play; a schizophrene;  -who has been cought 2 the ;soul of fashism;   in regular     public i s a t i o n-      ; n e a r;  a  r e a l; Public-schizophrene  ;   ; U ' r    " a c c e p t e d; existance  reason "  ( to b e absorb and isolate him not to act; o n;   orchestra; m e m b e r s.. );   friend; i n the SYMPHONic Orchestra..O N E;  D A Y;  t h e y  will;  d e m a n d;  that  U     B E;  the  TRUE; o r  GENiUNE;  schizophrene; o f the SOCiAiTy;  4   t h e y ;  a r e  ; to b e,   the  R E A L;   ;  A R T;  M A S T E R S;  o f the;  NATiON..   ..that w a s; "  t h e; HONn e s t; B i l l  " -that has b e e n;  calculated; 4 their service;  4 ME; a s;  a T u r k i s h;  pepublic  STATE;  governer..;  4 ME;  ; 4 WHAT;  I;  M i g h t;  H A V E;  BEEN ;  T A K E N;  from  t h e m..     ....; f r o m; t h e;  ORCHESTRA; FAMily..

S  O;  ; I have BROKE;   w i t h;  my;  nearest-man-friend;(4 we were friends 4 30 years..)  ; two years before..H  e   w a s;  to; conquer;  NO;  w a y..H e wouldn' t  b e;  STOPED; from conquering..

A  s   a;  C o n c l u s s i o n.. I a   m;   a    fully;    " MATURE  E D;  multi-  e X i s t a n t i a l i s t " ;     ;b  y; the means  o f  many; P u b l i c a l; -& famous-   F  i  g  u  r  e   s...b  u  t;   ;4that;  ; I  must;  b e; i n the;  tradition;  o f;  EXPRESSing;  ; and reflecting;   ;  a  l  l,   m  y;     ;  e X p e r i e n c e s  ;     ;& my  p a r t i c i p a t i o n s;  ;  ; though..     I  w a s;  to;  r e f l e c t,  all t h e s e;that  a r e ;   underneath;  m y;  SUB CONSCious..h e r e ;  as; W O R D s.. 

Frank David - Words don't come easy - Traduction Française par CATLEON - YouTube

 to  w h o;    ; wuold  n e e d;  these  w o r d s;   ;  to  climb  UP;  t o  the  E A R T H;   ;  by these  STEPs; o f  the  W O R D S;  and  STORiES..(in fact; the m o s t; beautiful and  surrealist;  story book;  ; I have read parts;  ,   i s B i B L E;  to; ME;   -4 ı w a s to play ; CHRiST; 4 SOME;  T i M E-..i  n  my;acting-like; a s an eXistantialist.. repertuare..)



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Frank David - Words don't come easy - Traduction Française par CATLEON - YouTube   
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p.s. n o w  we;have those; videos..it was, black&White television; while these songs w a sin the  a i r; from; OUR; BLACK BoX; R a d i o s  ;    -My Phillips RADio;i n my ROOM;-.   .and w e were to wait 4 christmas nights, to watch these artists; shows..
BUT; I LiKED; to FALL i n t o ; M Y;  BLACK M u s i c; s e t,( SONY with the Grafic Equalizer; t h e n); and this " BLACK- H O L E;  I  miss;  ..because i t was ; BLACK-MATTER; that I w a s;  ; FALLing;  i n to..that ATOMic; STRUCTURE; that shall n e v e r;  give M E;  back;  t o ;  M E..
I  can  L  o  v  e;  these;  videos;  t  o   o..  with  a  Nostalgic smile on my; FACE.. b e c a u s e;  I  w a s ; O N C E;  t h e m.. I  have  b e e n;  t h e m..now they; b e  ;  M E;  t h e r e; a  s;  E X i s t a n t i a l;  i  m  a  g   e  s;   to;  present;  the  DREAM;  F O R M s; to my  R E A L;  O N E s..

..some should say, throw a way; t h e; H i s t o r y..  I  w a s;  ;  living ;     ;I could survive  i n;   , t h e s e;  m a t e r i a l s;  to;  ; G O;  o n;    ; i  n  the H e a v e n ;  o  f  ART s..      -or A r t s; that has been; stuck i n the heavens; o f  t h e;    " r e l i g i o n atic;  Soci a l i t i e s.."-  ..man can b e locked i n a woman body;  <,; 4 some time ; going..N O; Matter; with that.. i f something i s melt; it w i l l; f r e e z e;  a  gain..
P r o b l e m;    i   s;  these  videos; f r e e ;  US;  w h o  once lived; i n; them..and they were to b e ;  a better  p l a c e; than; t o  live i n; these; J.POUL; SARTRE;  ; or WOODy ALLEN;  W O R L D S..all intellectuals; w e r e ; sunk , i n ; t h e s e;  philosophy l i k e;   L i v e s..-POOLs ; when U go near them; they were so sophisticated; 4 themselves..
B   U   T;   W H Y   W A S  ALL;  T H A T;  HAPPENiNG..WHY; S H O U L; ALL these b e ; L i V E D;  AS;   S   O;  PicasSO..
... "  Y o u  .t h,  "  ;   can  ONLY; t r y;  t o; L i s t e n; from;  U S..if;  student; b e c o m e s;  t h e; TEACHER;  t  h e n;   ;  better; l e a v e;  the classrOOM..I had respect; to e v e n; WOODy ALLEN;  ;  b  y; runing a way  from his films; p e r f e c t,to play;  ; t h e;  escaper.. because; he fucs his brain; but if U listen to him; U b e fucted; as w e l l..h e is a total and t r u e ; r e f l e c t o r; no w a y; U can not even ; change; his curved; coc s; like a fish; pooled out o f the r i v e r..     ......... by the w a y; "  I could follow !  "; his last f e w; films..the last one;  a month  a g o..S O; he; can look; " himself; a s WHAT; H e; he ;  is;  or WHO; h e is..the plug; -infection- has been; minimised..

S  O; it w a s;  a  very  rough;  s u r f a c e;   t  o;  S U R V i V E;  (in t h e s e  years..)  if U were to   s t a y;  i  n  ART;  M e d i u m.           .NOW; it has come to    ;a DEAD-E N D;  ; it has ; freezed; i n the;  " installation; o f  the RATiO;  -or RATiOs; that can FREEZE; i n ATOMiC  M A T T T E R..   ; i n the used matter; o f ;  t h e;   industrial;  T H i N G s "; - " as installation ART "-  ; ......&; there seems; some   has ; frozen; i n;  t h e s e; installations;  and  a  r  e   B E i n g;  F R E E  ZED;  i  n  these; installations; a s they w a t c h;  t h a t;  a r t..  t  o  o..  i  t; i s a  feshiON;  to b e; i n a     "  RATiO;- e c l i p s e;"   ;  i  n the;  A T O M i C;  M A T T E R..

...b  u  t ;   t h e r e ;  is; an  OTHER;  W A Y;  that; I could;  W A L K;  ON; ; (that  w a s; not a DEAD; END;  and WHAT;  A L L  ;  W A S;  meant ; to  h a v e ;  b e e n.. -and with no garantee; and a risc that U will b e  a NO_BODy..-   b u t ; I was; a  R E A L; NO W H E R E-MAN; a  R E A L;     "  a FOOL ON THE; H i l l  ";  by using; BEATLES;  M u s i c..I still own these; BLACK-patrol_turning W h e e l;  LP ' s.. ..in my b a s i c ROOM..
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i   f   w e ;  t u r n;   t  o ;  that;  G E N i US;  M A N..   ... c l i c  he..M o z 'a r t;  w a s;   t h e; ONLY; & the Lonely; G e n i U S,; MODEL;..I  h a v e;  ; chosen..  w h e n;  I was a child.. (I had; memorised; his two works..Ayne kayne Naht m u s i c;  and his  flute concerto; originally writen toa OBOE; concerto..I could; say; i t; -the whole music-  as I was walking to that; RADiO-HOUSE; o f my music chorus..)

S T i L L;  T O D A Y;   w h e n;  I am;  i  n  Confusion   w i t h ; the  i d e a s;     (; that has b e e n; installed;  i  n   M E;  b y; some;  strong-BElivers;..)  ;  t  h e  n,   I  w a s to;  L i s t e n;  t o  the M u s i c   of;  MOZARts..I  take,  m y,  Paintings;  i n  Front;  o f  M E;  and;   I  ASK;   T H E M  ;  t o  ;  MOZART.. (mozart in his Music)  ..H  e  will  t e l l,    W H A T;   W  A  S;  g e n u i n e;   -or a c t  o   f;   a Genius; or   m i g h t BE; the act o f a GENiUS;  t  h  e  r  e..  h e r e..if art is an object r e a l; to  U' r  E Y E S;  t h e n;  i  t   M A Y   OCCUR;  with it' s; R E A L i t y;  ..t h e n;   a  l   l;    S A T A N s;  diappear;  ..  w i t h;  t h e;  STRENGHT;  w i t h;  t h e; both genuinity; and t h e;  R E A L ;  i t y.. ....... M O Z A R T;    SHALL;  S A Y;   the      " B A S i C; W A Y; to the W i E W; "   4 ART;       ;      ;  -i f; ONLY; -        ;  i   t;    e  X  i  S  T  S;  t h e r e..
S O M E;  has to   "b e;  PUT ";themselves;    or;   ;  t h e i r;  STRONG; ;  " STRONGxSTRONG; B E i L i E F s   ";  o f  being; REAL;  -or a REALity..- ;     ;  i n to,  s o m e;     cans; or TUVALs;  o r Musics pieces.
.;  b u t;  ;  w h e n;  MOZART;  h a s;  based ;     ;    the personality; o f   " t h e GOD ";  ;   i n the B r a i n; o f his;  ,        ( by TOTALL y   WORK i n g s;  ;  -4 ALL  o  f  the   T i m e-;     ; when was a child; ;)  ; cleans;    & e r a s e s;  all that;     P e r s o n a l i t i e s.. ;  ; and  f r e e;  s        ; a r t ;  f r o m;  t h e i r;  STRONG BELiefs;to themselves;  -that has been  strongly put into art;& perfectly..PLACED;-  ...  (mozart is an i d e n t i t y; ; " character "; c l e a n e r ; i f;  L  E  A  K  E  D;   ;  i  n  U; as U were a  TRUE; W O R K E R;  a s   ;VAN  G O G H..



G A U G U i n;    instead o f;    " S ART RE "   ;  ; E   R   A..
I couldn' t read J.P.SARTRE..(4 I had my o w n, cominism gained;..by my experimentations..too; -and m y  o w n;  W O R D S; and LETTERs; MADE; b y M E; ONLy-..)  .. b u t ;  I  could; r e a d;  his; woman;FORM; M a d a m    ; S i m  o ne  de  Beauvoir ..S  h  e; w a s; trying to MAKE;  m y, 4 sided; Paintings;  ;but by; the words that had;   ;the melted;  body of a woman  ;   a s  w e r e ;   ; the    "  body o f the PAiNT  "..  


S  O;  W H E N;  I  WAS;  O N  the  f i e l d; &the W A Y;  o  f;       of  ; being a Painter;  ; my; first    i d o l;  w a s;  G e o r g e s;  BRAQUE..in the year 1973  ..(the Engels o f Cubism..-Picasso  w a s; ; t h e a Carl M arx..meantime..).. t h e n;   I  d e c i d e d;  ON; a COUPLE.. VAN  GOGH; &POUL GAUGin..  T h e Perfect Junction;Point.. i n  MODERN  A R T..o f  course; with the  both sides; o f  the; MOON..-otherwise; MOON;  wouldn' t  b e; ; TOTALL & R E A L..
I  A D O R E;  G A U G U i n..  and; VAN GOGH.. b o t h; w e r e ; raised, i n decipline of; the Church..to  b e;  T R U E;  belivers..    ( to b e A B L E;  to  clean; thei r personalities from their   m o d e r n; and relative  a r t..G a u g u i n, was; a True p e r s o n a l i t y;   S O;  H  E;  w a s;  t o;  TALK; to ; DARK  S O U L S;  of; THE;  TAHiTians..O N L Y; that; BAD-BLACK; S o  u l s; ; could, take that h i s;  W E S T E R N;  PERSONALity;  f r o m;  H  i    m.. 

T  h  e  y ,    b   o  t   h ;      w  e   r   e ;      R E A D y;    t o    give;  their;  p e r s o n a l i t i e s;and B O D i e s;   ;   t o; that TRUE; - the ;  P U R E;-    N A T U R E;  ; that;  ; would clear; &e r a s e;  ; themselves; instead o f  the GOD; o f;  ;  t h e     r e l i g o n;   s.  (Modern WAY; to T o u c h;   " the e n e r g y; o f; the  GODés; B o d i e s..".

Van GOGH;  w a s;  a   TRUE;  HEARt..G A U G i N;  W A S;  a  TRUE;   SOUL;    -or a TRUE RATiO-  (a true ratio; has to b e g i n,  ; from the N A T U R E;  t h e n;  GO; BACKWARDs;  t o  the ; LAND;  o f  the  REAL.. -or the OTHER SiDE..or the ATOMiC; BLAC_MATTER..o r BLACH; H O L E;  a s ; to life  to r u n; a  w a y;  f r o m;   i   t..  t o;  c r e a t e ; t h e N e w; that; can  not; b e  SWALLOWED;  b  y; that; ATOM;  E A T  e  r..M  o u  t  h..

the   HE ART;       and  the;  M i n d..WHAT a perfect Junction..i  n  MODERN i t y;   o f      A     R   T..i   s    m..   ...   I  FELT;  that; I wouldn' t  NEED;  N O-ONE;  other than that;  2  ..


...S O M E;  said;  G A U G i N;  w a s;  a regression;  ; 4  İMPRESSionist art movement..(now,they said; " by the way o f modernism; and science theory;  i n art; ; White L i n e; of the GOD; has been in the flow; o f  L  i  f  e ; and so D O E S,  must; i n ; art  ,too "   ; though..

G A U G U in;..w a s; P a i n t i n g,  N a t u r e;    ;(so, improssionism w a s; doing that ,so..too..)   ;   ;   unfortunetely..  G U G A in; w a s;  to  go TAHiti;  N a t u r e..t h e n.  to fallow BLACK; shadows, i n his; N a t u r e; paintings..His ; Bright  W h i t e    l i g h t;;   w a s;  BLACK;  i n  fact..  (SO; t h i s   was   t h e; w a y;  of  -to-  T H E  RATiO..  &soul; to b e ; i n  OTHER; worlds.. human can b e; i  n   A T O M s; ;  - W A Y..-that led to the J.Pollock BLACK; Drippings;  at the e n d..) )

W  A S;   G  A  U   G  U  in;  CONTEMPORARY..  (before that; ; DEAD; E N D;  CONTEMPORARiANism;   ; of TODAY' s;  ,w a s; invented.. -w h e n  H e opened a W i n d o w;   ; to that;   R  E  A  L;  W  O   R   L   D;   o f  DARK;  ; s o u l s..or DARK- S O U L; GODs-..) 
   W A S;  GAUGU i n;  a  ABSTRACT;  P A i N T E R..
... 
"  ALL i n  O  N  E; "  ; I  G u e ss ..

I will; w r i t e  an  E s s a y,   A  b o u t;    -on-   ; POUL. GAUGUin;     ;  ..
... b u  t,   t o;  C o m p l  a t e;  m y,  writing;  4 TODAY;  I  am to tell;  w h e r e ;  I  came   ,to..

...I  t h i n k;    ; ART;    ; N E E D s;   ;  TO  M  U  C  H;     , incredible; and  " m i s s i o n; impossible ";  W O R K...     WORK  WORK;  W  O  R  ..K...to   clear; the g e n u i  n e; and naked;  REAL i t y. -originaly  occures; i n;  ;the RATiO; a s a BEing; enters into our brains..-;  b  u  t;  w e ; H a v e;  READy;  M A D E;  REALities..Personalities.. a r o u n d..

...i f   U  a r e ;  an;  ARTist;  t h e n;   G O;  i n t o;   a    " G E N i US;  ARTist's " ;  WORK;  i n t o  his  SOUL; and into his BODy ,too;   and  then;  G O;  O N;  w i t h  that; w a h a t>;H E;  H A S  BEGUN;   W   i  T  H..and go o n with the Truth; f u l l;  D E E D s;  o f;  G e n u i n e;  T  h  i  n g  s;  i n  there..   (Post Modern H a sTOLD; that; ; all is said and done ; ; history has ENDED..S  O;  U must achive to install;  i  n;  ART; o f the Past;..  t  o  o..)   ..   S   O;   D  O;  not  try;  t o;  c r e a t e ; any thing;   ; all i s created;..U  can  on l y;  J O i N ;  i n t o,   ; the STRUCTURiNG; o f ;    ; T  h  e;,G E N i U N E; i  t  y;   that art has begun  to  construct ;  i  n  the ;  ; T H i n g s..

..or l e t; m e; a  s k,,, the   o t h e r , W AY..C  a n;    U  ;  G O;  i n t o;   a  GENiUS' s  WORK;  o f  ART..i n t o  his  SOUL; & BODy..and M a k e;  U ' r   ART;  begining from What they H av e;  M  A D E..  T  H  i  S;  i  s   T H E;          " NANO;  A  G  E;  ;  E   R  A;  4 an  ARTist..  " 
 .. (in the E R A;  o f; NANO   "THECH NO LOGiES;" a g e..)

...i  f  ONLY;  a PERSON;  EXists; in the MULTi-EXistantially o c c u r e d; and lived,,    ;situation..that O  N  C E..h a v e ; Oc c u r e d; some how..  i n the world.. this is; a POST;-SARTRE;  A R T..W O R D i s m..


L    e   t;  Poul;  GAUGU i n;  b e in U' r BODy; &SOUL; than; create a " awakening "  i n terms, o f; the      " S ART RE;  B O O K."

.. c a n;  U     e r a s e;   U'  r;   BODY; & SOUL;  ;    ; only open to GENiUS; ARTists..then; b e existantially;  " awakened " ;   t h e r e..   w i t h; OUR;  MATURE;  A R T i s t i c  abilities;   ;  t o  EX i S T;  ; t h e r e..   (then they shoul ask; U;  ; if U were an artist;  ; w h y ;  U  w e r e;   i n  others;  GENiUS ' s; WORKs..   ...BODies; & s o u l s.. & i  f  U  should  s a y;    T h i s ;  is  NAN; thecNOlogy i  n  art..E   A..  then  they should;  b e a   " Loughter; i n the  F A R T  "    ..though..b u t; i f U  a r e ;  to,  pass; inthrough that; "   f   a r t    "    ;  than;  t h i s  is;  ;  i n c l u  d e d     ;ON    -i n-      ;AT     TT H E  W A Y...  t h e n..

....   b  u  t;  I  G u e s s ; and I  T h i n k;   ;Contamporary; a r t;  w i l l;  -has to come-   COME;  to; that,  " DOOR ";  never t h e  L E S S..e v e n t u a l l y..  by;  t h e;  events;    l ii v e d..and  exprienced..I came to that   w a y;   ; all ; &ONy; with;  m y;  DEEDs..
(  WALKED;  ALL th WAY; with my BODy; O N Ly.. ) www.youtube.com/watch?v=u12_M4I2KxE&feature=slpl
as Italian ROMAns did;or M A D E;  O N C E..in the SunLight;  ;and every NOVEList; DOES; TODAy in his/her  ; RATio' s. D A R K .NEESS.


S  O;  m  y;  a r t ;    is;  T H E;  GENiUS genuineity;   ;  "  i n the FART "  ..b  u  t;   this  will;  e a i s l y,   be obscured; by     a REAL; FART;  o f;  ;  a HUMAN; STANDiNG; i n the place o f;   " the REAL.."   S O; begins  the  story;  o   f,    my l i f e;  ;   intsead o f;    "  h i s   TORy "..  to be written; i n s t a n t l y..
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVYGwqYvPCI

S  O;  I  CAN; " PLAY  GENiUS e s "..TOO..(does that; a v o i d  me  from being; g e n u i n e..and that would be  v e r y slippery;and  e a s y;   L  i  k  ea FART;    ; to ;SOME..R e a L  GENiUS; f a r t;  of the ; GUARDs..  (did I say; to U that; I  w a s; a  SARTRE-THE A T E R,  P L A Y E R; for WALL PLAY;   ; too;    ; 4 the  " E X i s t antial i s m for ,  "4  WALL i n g"   "  ..-too-..)  (NANO THECNOLOGiES; will, come to that 4WALLs;  ;I hope..)
as t h e y; bring;  m y; P a i n t i n gs;  to the surface o f; the WALL' s concrete..  from the Atoms; o f,    the concrete A T O M s..  


p.s.



...b u t;  a s ;  I  look;  Object ively;  H e/ s he;    ; H a s;  a  POiNT..H e is angry; with his Society;      -because they obscure him/her; from bEing; MORE; R E A L; ; 4 REALities-     ,  a n d; ; h e; t h i n k s,  ; t h a t;  ;  m  y;  e x p e r i m e n t a l,  " the way o f  making  L i v e,  ART; centences; "   a r e;  TOO;  M U C H;  ;    ;  and  s h o  u l d n ' t  be;   g  i  v  e  n ,     to  that; conformative; ( ceramic Bi r d; L o v e r ) U.S.A. SOCiety.. I  ; G u e s s; he is  T h i n k i n g; ..  b  u t;  I  t h i n k;  super; C o u n t r i e s;   ; d e s e r v e s;  ;  L i v e;   a   r   t;  t e X t.s..  and; genuine aesthe t i c s..o f  T r u e e;   a    r     t..  (what e v e r , writings  a r e..the m a s s ..has b e e n  left; t h e r e..No; Body; should  c a r e..(  NO smells; i f U keep U' r  nose;  with  U  and NO; w i g h t s..i f U  stuck U' r  HAND;  i  n..   -the vag i n A-  .. 4 vaginas; a r e ; not; our' s..  b u t ; SOME;  s a y;  I am  i  n;   vaginas; forever; and       ; i t e r n a l y..  b u t; I can  -an may-; say  , m y  BRAiN;  i s  a V a g i n a;..t h e n;  and that ;    can b e;  G i v e n;  w i t h;     ;NO; COASt.... ) (but then he has to say, U are a prostitute; i n USA..  NO-WAY; these are Nationalists..Guards; to; WHAT; they assumeD   a s ;they; W i l l;  b  e.. their; PROPERTy..V a g i n a; m u s t,  h a v e,  SOLD; to them; b y;  S O M E  o n e..)   

 John;  DO;  YOU;   " MOVE ON; "   ; to;     my privateBLOGG; s o m e  T   i    m    e   ...    ;A "   MOVED Plac  "e..  to t h e  "  MOVE r;  ;- M -E; "        - ; 4   ;  Pop ular ' s  ;  " O N'  i n g   s.." .. that   a r e to; B  E;  a s;    " MOVE i n g ON;  PERSON ALities.. "-       ;  4 ;   ;     ; w h e r e; I   a  M; ,      -or m i g h t;  ;    ; w i l l B E-.   w h e r e..        ..   -like;  W H E R E;   my " ROOM "  ;i n my MOTHER's;  HOUSE..still e X i s t s-.    "  MY R O O M   i n g" ; A d r e s s;  in inter n e t...http://muratdanis.blogspot.com/, ..........some are MUCH;    to b e; ON; this F o r u m..L E S S; is MUCH too, in some ocassions.        -i  f  atacking  o c c u r e s;  t h e r e...-  -w h e n  I  am under the attack o f; 4 eXample; ; " t h e  WOODy ALLEN "  ; and has to l i v e, with  h i m;  ; a s that; w o u l d;  M A K E;  m e;  ; a  desperate;  ; E x iSTANTiAL  i  s  t;..  t  o  o..-  - where m y; DOUBLE; o r MULTi PERSONALiTY; i  s; a m u s t, to be PLAYED;  4c o n t i n o u s i t y; should carry  m e  to  t h a t;  i  s   m;  ; MUST s;   o f;  ART H i S T O R i e s;  ; that  should  convert  m y  L i F E;     ; i n t o,   ; 2  a  TOTAL;  ;  S T O R Y, t h a t; o c c u r e s;  ; and I c a n; only; w a t c h; i t; being  w r i t t e n  ;   O N;  ; M-E...-

..as  "  h  e/ s H E,,   "   ;  says;   " U " ;   ; to;  G O;  on ;    -  MOViNG;   2   ;  " MOVE; O N "; P E O P L E;   o  f    M O V E  e r s;-       ,,4 the    per  s o n '  s;       ;person alities;   ,,  
 ....and;  l e t;  the a r e a;  t  o;  t h e ;  "   e g o;  r u n e  r  "   for high speeds<, i n  ego-runnings O N; o f  REAL i z a t i O N s..o f the  W O R L D,    T H i N G s..
....(w h e r e;   w i s h e s;    a r e;MADE; G O Ds; that shall give  everything..t o  a  PERSON..and A Person deserves; that; G i v i n g NESS; because i f " he/she " H A S;  M A D E;  A  ; PER S O N ; TO T H E  PERSONS & SONs; MANiFUCKTURiNg  FUCKTORy.. " ..ONLy..     S O; w  e  have to  be;  " a n i m a l s " there;  l e f t,, t o  t h e ;  O P E N  ;  F i e l d..)  ..of course; I a d m i r e;  U' r social behavior; -approach-  ; to; him.. I   w a s;  not  that;  " patient "   -but true behavior i s SO-  ;  to;  p e o p l e.. t h e r e.

w  e   should  DO;  exactly WHAT;  h e  W a n t s;  u s ,  to;  M A K E.. ..(and I was; a runner; a l l; my life; from t h i s kind..i n my country; too..NOTHiNG CHANGES..i n the world; i n some ;  d o m a i n s..)

 t h i s  writing  has b e e n; written;  ;  t o  find  o u t,  ; m y  ROLE;  ; -SOME CHARACTERs some iDOL-people i n M E;-somehow installed;  i  n   ME-   - that I am  PLAYing their ROLES;  to s l i d e; t h e m, in t h e  BASE o f my; BODY i n g..;-  m i g h t;  ; M A K E;  SOME O N E;  upset;  ,  -may b e they are upseting M E;  e i t h e r;  b u t; still I can carry; them ; and MOVE; t h e m  ON;    i  n   m y;  PLAYings..   S  O;  I recognized; t h a t;  ..  I didn' t; p u t ; a note on; what; o r  WHO E L S E;      ;   my w r i t i n gs;  m i g h t; include..W h i l e ; p e o p l e; t h i n k; t h a t;  ; I am TALKing; in these writings; o n  m y  ;  O W N..  (That I am an  "desperate HA U S E;  M A N "   ;   ; ONLY; c a n  L i v e;  w h e n;  ; HOLDEN; i n  " eXistantiali s t;    S T A T E s "   ;  ;  a n d;  H  a   s;  ;  PLAY;  A L L;  that has   b e e n; i n;  -put i n-  M E..    a n  d; t h a t;  i  s;  forcing; M E;  t  o;  PLAY;  t h a t; EXiSTANT i a l ist;  POSiTiON;  ; to  a   s u p e r;  ;  "  c  o n t i n o U S; i t y.. " ..that should  c a r r y  P e o p l e;  to  A   ;   "    MULTi-PERSON; i l l u s s i o n;  i  s   i n   M E;  ;  B E i n g..  "

... b u t;  o f  course;  ; M y;      "   T h e o r i e s;  i m a g i n i n g;  FORCED-M İi N D;"    ;  s h o u l;  produce;  a   CONCEPT; 4;ART;       f r o m ;  T H A T;  a  l  l..  that;  O C C U R E S; i n continoUS; SYSTEM i n g...(should convert all;  ; to a  CONCEPT; o r; T H E  o  R y..  S T A T E..as  existance i l ism; m a y; b e; interprated;  a s;  a  W A W E;  ; to cary;  U  to; t h e s e; t h e o r i c a l;  ;  STAGEs..as  i s a catalyst  ;  should  ;  D  O..t h e;  SAME; ;  -not to b e ; a ; LUNATEC;       ;..for TECH N O; LOGiES..S  O;  insanity, c a n; be  TECNOLOGized;  ;  with a n  iner tecnologic  s t a t e ;  of; human  M i n d; ; a s ;  BEing;  a n   E x iSTANT i a l   i s t.. )
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B E; A V A R E;  o  f  the  D O G : T i e d;   ;in the    "   M i D D L E;  "      ; o f t h e  ;   , " E  D E N "  -G A R D EN .
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...   b  e   A W A R E;  o  f  SOMEONE;(that i s  ; M E  ,  in; Position  i n g state o f e x i s t-  d i s T ance..)  ;  ; that M i g h t;  B E;  PLAYing;  ;   "  S ART RE; "  ;  , as a n  M i S S i O N  ;"  4 "    a       ,
;"   i s M; MUST ";   ;  as     a n;         "  i s M   i  s  t;    4;PLAYing;      ; A R T. "    
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B E; A V A R E;  o  f  the  D O G : T i e d;   ;in the    "   M i D D L E;  "      ; o f t h e  ;   , " E  D E N "  -G A R D EN .
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...   b  e   A W A R E;  o  f  SOMEONE;(that i s  ; M E  ,  in; Position  i n Q state o f e x i s t  i  n  g-  d i s T ance..)  ;  ; that M i g h t;  B E;
 PLAYing;  ;   "  S ART RE; "  ;  , as      a n     M i S S i O N  ;                                          
 
                                                                                  "  4 é " a       ,
;"   i s M; MUSTo f    t h eART' H i s t o r y  '  s ";   ;  as     a n;                         ; "  i s M'   i s  t  "  STATE                   4;PLAY i n g;           ;i   n        A R T. "   
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B E;    A W  A R  E;    " o  f  the  D O G " ;  :    T i e d;   ;in the    "   M i D D L E;  "      ; o f t h e  ;   , "   G A R D EN  " .
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...   b  e   A W A R E;  o  f  SOMEONE;(that i s  ; M E  ,  in;  t h e; Position  i n Q state o f e x i s t  i  n  g-  d i s T ance..4 there m,ght b e a  DOG; i n  M E; p o s i t i o n e d; - i n my subconsciUS-)  ;  ; that M i g h t;  B E;
 PLAYing;  ;   "  S ART RE; "  ;  , as           a      M i S S i O N  ;                                          
                                                          "  4 é " a       ,
;"   i s M; MUST4 ;   t h eART' s ";   ;  as     a n;                         ; "  i s M'   i s  t  "  STATE                   4;PLAY i n g;           ;i   n        A R T. "   
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note: not to " Pump UP " ;    "the V o l u m e  "; of the      ,F o r u m...i n g..& still I c a n; eXist; f r e e ly..
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