To be read after "The memories of Blue" for continuity.
I just stood there and watched her below, she was completely oblivious to my voyeuristic observations from the second storey, that was until my phone fu*k'in went off and spoiled my fun, she was clearly getting into the whole groove and i was "so pissed"( Australian colloquialism for angry,upset, not drunk) the phone went off but i saw it was a good mate of mine calling from Oz so i turned around and slunk back into my room to talk as she continued to dance by herself in a rather erotic way, now aware i was "perving" on her before.
"He had no idea i had even left the country", wanted to see what i was doing and was flipped out about what i told him i'd been doing that day and what i was about to get up to that very night and not to forget mentioning who was downstairs dancing and waiting to be my "companion"to the party.
Now anyone who knows me can tell you one thing for sure about me and that is "i'm no jet-setter" and this life i had been exposed too was, and is, completely alien to the way i would and do go about my life normally, but i sure as hell am not about to say no to new experiences, especially ones like this, as Henry Rollins says "If there's a door open of oppurtunity in front of you, just walk right in and make yourself at home", Henry, a man most perspicatious should be listened to on this one, and i did, cheers Henry!
I began rolling up a spliff that i think even the great Tommy Chong would approve of as i try to relate the day's totally fu*k'in wild time to my mate who thinks i'm "winding him up" haha, no joke though!
I tell him i'll call him when i get back and hang up simultaneously lighting my spliff and having a drag that seemed to never end............"smoothest sh*t i have ever had!" the pleasure of toking on and leaving a cloud of the most pungent and overwelming citrusy smell was sheer joy as i led the way back down to see Sonya who'd probably thought i had my head up my butt somewhere!
Although i was pilled up i was not at all concerned about the MDMA and now the pot, which really becomes pointless to smoke when your about three hours into the journey, but up until then and of course when your coming down off the MDMA you really really want to have a good brew at hand and i do mean at hand, as this lenghthens and even's out the MDMA's effects, "pure" MDMA in my own personal experience has very little or any real noticeable after-effect when taken with "maryjane" on the come down, that should of been something "Todd" would of known about, and thinking about "Todd", he was probably the one who made this fu*k'in batch of MDMA, Huh!..he was still lower than some filthy animals sh*t!
He might be a dick but he damn well knows how to cook up a excellent batch of E, "hey your back" Sonya in some surprise "where'd ya go"? i said nothing as i took the joint from my mouth and pass it to her before i exhale a "FU*K'IN doozy" of again, THE BEST gear i've ever smoked no sh*t!
I got to sit down now....... i want to really enjoy the buzz, the sensations which begin to envelope your brain, somethings just go, others are heightened by the drug, i'm so glad i decided NOT to eat anything earlier from the "cornucopia refrigerator", MDMA is always better on an EMPTY stomach, you feel completely empty, there's no division in your body trying to digest food and at the same time trying to assimilate MDMA into your bloodstream, you want to make sure you got a drink that's NOT alcoholic aswell,STAY WELL CLEAR of alcohol when taking MDMA, seriously bad sh*t happens when you try to combo these two, but it's your choice!
Sonya's really goin, dancing with a joint half hanging off her rosy red lips, colors for me become hyper colors on MDMA,.... her lips drew my gaze as i catch myself trippin quickly, so enchanted by them i felt almost compelled to put them against my own, and i did exactly this and was stunned,.... thought became equally consensual action...... i love MDMA!