MY     S O C i A L       L i F E;      B A S i C s..    (  B  A  S   E   s )(the SOCiETY; T H A T  I  AM  i  n )..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sq9oR9x171w

Morrison has gone the " absolute volume " of his OWN.(or to the LAND; o f  " UNDER ATOMiC W O R L D s "  ,,because h e wanted to D O; it;  S O.. ( DOORs; f i l m was  , perfect..to tell  i t,   SO..)  I  am  a N i r v a n  a;  m a n,  ,too..(I have l a y e d my self dawn; 4 a d ea t h; 4 4 months..I was only sleeping 4 24 hours..bed will hurt U' r  Body; U' r blood circuit;  t h e n; U go little b y little to  d e a t h..m y parents would come; from business, and see m  e;  " d e a d "  i  n   my  b e d.M y father should say; e  a t;  something and then l a y;  dawn as U wish..T h e n  he begun to say; " they will talk about U; he came to earth and brushed his teath; then h e w e n t  out of  E a r t h..because waht he saw was;  w h e n  I  e a t;  I  " b r u s h "  my;  t e e t h..  I should accept; only; t o  s e r v e ;  m y  self;  & MY  BODY..  I  should   d i e;  b u t;  when I am  i  n;  t  h e  OTHER  LANDs;   I  must   h a v e   M Y;  t e e t h;  t h e r e ;       brand  n e w..

......Morrison;  (if he is in my l i f e;(video is in m e , now)   ; in my brain    in my BODy;    t h e n;  I can  t o u c h; what has been     with m y body.. I can touch Jimmy..) w a s t e;  his  L i f e..m a d e i t   a  crap..h  e   finished ; his  BODy.. (this may be a mission, his choice..no problem with that..)..  - I  would  w  a  s  t  e;   m   e;   by   " sleeping i n my  brain; -or in my  b e d-    to   e t e r n i t y..  , ; (that,  m e a n s;  I  will n o t;  l i v e,  i n  such  a  WORLD;  -a world o f  U ' r  ' s..I  b e l i v e  İ n    "  the  ABSOLUTE "  ;  (if I did not live my life h e r e ; -& if GOD exists; and i f I am to  l i v e  my  life misson;-   I will  h a v e   to    l  i  v  e;   i  t;    s o m e w h e r e ;   e  l  s  e..(GOD  should provide this..t o  me, U i d i o t s  o f  other  GODs..  I  s a i d  i n  m  e..)

  " S T R A N G E "  ;  is,   a  defination t o;   a  " outsider "  ,  o r   an  o t h e r;  K  i  n  d;  of  a  place;  o  r;  a n  other;  V O L U M E   -or location U are i n..; an other MOOD;  for  HUMAN)     ..i f  I am in an  OTHER  WORLD;   t  h e n;  I  would    s e e m;  "  s t r a n g e "..this is  a       t a l e n t  4;      human;      -who has s o u l-      ;    - and  SOCiETy; o r  P U B L i C;  i s  an  architecture      t o  achive  these  LOCATiO N s..-  S   O;   M  o  r  r  i  s o n;  (in turcish morrison means ; son o f the purple..)  h  a  s;  g o n e  to  that,  " N i r v a n a  LAND "  w h  e r e ;      " s t r a n g e  "   is;   N O R M A L;  T H E R E..  (where every thing is  " pictural " and  U  D O;  not  N E E D;   to   talk; w i t h ;  U '  r;    motherish   o p e n  m o u t h..  -when U  talk, U are a baby bird; in the nest; mouth open held  h i g h   and chearing  for help..when U are lingering o n U' r  f e e t..-

..m  y   "  a  b  s  o l u  t e    BLACK "   L  i  n  e  s;   (that I call; c r a c k s; i n m y  Brain..)  has  o c c u r e  d;  when  I was t o  L A Y;  f o r  d e a t h;   or  4 the LAND;   o  f  ;   "  the N i r v a n a "..  S  O;   when I w a s; i n my, ROOM i n  T i b e t;  - a s  a  BUDHist; Monk;  I didn' t remember;  any  t h i n g;  f r o m;  t h e;   crapy; and  m e l t;  GOD' s Earthy; STATE; or  PUBLiC; o r;  e v e n;  I did not h a v e; my  parents;  - e v e n   M E;  -  ........I      e a r n e d ;   t  o  B  E,  i  n   T i b e t..  a natural  B u dh i s t; -not  the one that has b e e n;  by public h a b i t  occurance..i n budhist STATE;  countries-   -  or  I didn' t  g  o  to T i b e t ; or KatmanDO; a s ; E u r o p e i a n;  boys and girls; did ,passing the  city o f  istanbul;   to;   S  E  E;  and  K N O W;   T  i  b   e   t..   (I e v e n;  did  n o t  know ; I  w a s ; i n  T i b e t;  but  I   k n e w;  that ;  I   w  a s  ;  i n    a    " n i r v a n a  "  L a n d..-  - my   E Y E S-    w e r e ;   S H U T;    to  this  world; 4;    4  MONTHs..-   S  O;  today;  I  h a v e   some  C O  D  E s;  I even  D O;  n o t  know;  where t h e y;  come  f r o m..(o r  how; they are installed; i n t o  m y ; BRAiN, w h e r e ,  o r  w h y..)   S  O;   I   am   not   a  p e r s o n;   that  c a  n;   b  e;   k n o w n;  " c l e a r "; or  I am not ; someone that c a n  b e ;   KNOWN;  b y ;   N O R M A L;ly  t h i n k i n g; every  d a y;   p e o p l e..   ..(..h a p p y  ;  people o f R:E:M. ' s..)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pldftoUbM80&feature=related

..W  h e  n,  i  t    c  o m e  s;    to  t h e ;  " LOVE  STREET " ;  i s s u e..

..S h  e; has  a  HOUSE;  (she o w n s   m e ;  a s  a  HOUSE; because what s h e ; need i s that  HOUSE,,; that i s  she has  NO  HOUSE; i n common..)..  i  f   U  l e t;  WOMEN;  "  O  W  N "   their;   n e e d s;  USiNG  U;   t h  e  n;  at   l e a s t;   b e  carefull;  t h a t;  U  c a n;  "  O W N ";  at  l e a s t;   m u c h  T  H  i  N  G  s;     a s   s h e   ;    " D O E S "..  (4 example, marriage means " e q u a l i t y ".    .i f U can not " e q u a l "; any thing;   - o r every t h i n g -    ;  t h e n;  U can     not stay; o n  the     same situation; o r; i n the  " same "  -simultaneus, or sycronized    t i m e  ;  w i t h ;   any thing.. -

I  w a s   to; "   OWN; "        m  y;  being  a  LOVE  STREET;  -or my LOVE STREET-  ; imidiately  ;  (SO;  I w a s to;  make  s h i t s;  from  a  HEAVENLy  man..  that  a r e ;  m y;  painting improvisations  i n ; m i n u t e s; ONLY..i f  this  is  LOVE;  R i V E R; (not L o v e  street; I' v e  never;  b e e n; on that  s t r e e t than; that thing called ; p a i n t  has to  b e ;    t  h  e ;       diluated;  "  W A T E R "  of  LOVE RiVER;  (from the  RAiN i n  ; DOORs;  "R i d e r s  on  t h e  storm.."  song,  L a n d..)..  there m i g h t  happen; -or occure-  "  other WORLD f i s h  s "   o  r;  "  creatures ";  i n  this  r e v e r  W a t e rs..  

..(art; h a s not  to b e;    ;  -noting to  DO;     w i t h;-     " A HARD and SERiOUS  J O B "   .....  i n the   b e g i n i n g..  it must  b  e;  e a s y; M A D E;  -not   r e a d y  MADE-     first.      I like; the English B a n d;    URiAH HEEP;     and they have a song called; " e a s y  L i v i n g.."..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MrdnEq1cPGU..p a s s a g e  to;  e n t e r;  a r t ;   would  b   e    e   a  s   y  ;  ,too..i  f   U  are  still;  HUMAN..  -U are already; something that i s i n ART; t o o,  ..- so art is essential to human; ,,because i t includes  u  s..-)by the ;way some other Uriah heep; songs that impressed m e..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttlp1wgM7go,, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_H3IR6XBRI,,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0iuaxvkXv4 ,,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPIK9wUXogo,,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrbgbL-iIOY,,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGKlaW_IFZs ,,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnKgvOKnIgs,,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w_EHzCihzE&feature=related,,(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnMIk8qNiIU&feature=related)

URiAH  HEEP;  is  m y  BASiC;  " S O C i A L;  L A N D  ..(  -then I w a s in EARTH; t h e n ; I  wouldn' t b e LOST; neighter i n SOCiety; nor i n;  PUBLiC; also I wouldn' t   b e  LOST  even i n  " OTHER WORLDs; that H A S;  the W H O L E   ABSOLUTE;  " STRANGENESS s -)     that I determined; when I w a s 18..E v e r y Lyric; o r music I have link h e r e; is  w r i t t e n  in  M  e..(Like writen basic files in a computer..) i n m y, 

I   L i K E;  SYMPHONiC  ROCK;  (DEEP PURPLE; , Y E S;  are m o r e English  Groups; that have d e ep influance  i  n   M   E..)

...t h a t  i s a  q u i c k; and  e a s y;  S T A R T;  to  art;  to  O W N;   the  river o r ;  ART;  -water-; w h e r e;  WOMEN; shall say;  t h e  " art river "  i s;  " LOVE R i v e r"..  )ifU found that g i rl; on the street; s h e shall w a n t;  " the L O V E STEET " from  U..  (  if  U  a r e  to;  b e a  social human being; t h e n;  U  must  e q u a l i z e ;  every thing     e a s ly   ; a n d U must  b e      in     a  e a s y;  L i v i n g..  (art h a s  to  b  e;    -or  b e  synthesised-   ; f r o m  our living L i f e s..  art has to b   m e l t e d;  somehow  i n  o u r  l i v e s.. i f art is essential f o r; L i f e.     .-so artist is someone  w h o; will,  define c a t c h; and capture;  this  art river; flowing i n h u ma n..-  - S O; W o m a n, can not  make art; (take that river; a r t ; flowing i n L i f e  -or in human- ;     to a art work.   .l i k e  having a  c h i l d -like woman-   of U' r  OWN  ..-

S  O;  b a s i c  thing i n Social L i f e ;  is..   t o    O W   N..  (what is   u'r s; )..

I  D  O;   O W  N  ;        M  E;   AS  A  WOMAN;   t o o..(that does not mean I am gay..) (I am a woman because, I can give birth; t o, art works, i n many mediums, too..t h e r e  are many woman w h o does not produce their n a t u r e; an d  g i v e  birth  t o,  t h i n g s...  O; II  can  t e a c h;  many  w o m a n;  h o w   to  give  " b i r t h "  to;  t h i n g s..  O;  t h e y  s e e ;  I  have m y; "  WOMAN ";  MADE o f  M E..I give m y L A B O R  to;  l i k e  a   woman;  and because I am not a   woman; I can produce  " U n i v e r s a l  woman "  i  n  m  e;  and that i s  a  s e c u l a r;   w a y;  t  o ; PRODUCE;  " U N i V E R S A L  WOMAN "..  -that e v e n  WOME ; n e e d  to  l e a r n  this  from  U..- of course reverse i s  true.. U can L e a r n  h o w  to  b  e;  a  M a n ;  f r o m a  w o m a n;   (secularly produced universal m a n)  and   wil b e     " i n  L O V  E   ";      to  -beeing that m a n that  she produces..-    t h a t;    w o m a n..   (  I have many LOVEs; that I admire; but; always platonic;  I  wouldnt  e v e n  talk to that  w o m a n; -that  I  worship..-  -my " tin gods "  are 4 m e  to  b e ;  and I won't T O U C H " m  y,  i D O L;  ..i f I T O U C H;  then I will  HAVE;  i t; then  ; NO NEED  T O;  PRODUCE; i t  from  M  E..

   S   O;  e a s i l y   OWN;  t h e  m e l t e d ;  a r t;  in  U' r  HUMAN  BODy   - i  n  Paint-,    ; i  n  minutes.  (by improvisation  a t   O N C E).. t h e n;   U have this i n t e r f a c e;  (or a t r u e  passage between human & art)    ;  between HUMAN & art;    -- s e c u l a r --  (because I am a living b e i n g ; t h i n g     i n  m y      e a s y;  M A D E;     l i f e..                                     -not a serious, o n e ; that  h   a   s;   changed into,    " an art thing "  ;himself. (do not b e cought; in a trap like this..)      "  art thing; or  an  artPERSON h a s to  M A K E;  a r t ."   . this is not secular..and  n a t u r a l; too.. -  

.....  t    h    i   s     i  s;       t  h  e;     L O V E;  STREET;  (or L O V E  R i v e r );  (o r  art  r i v e r ; because I am  a m a n; and I have  to o w n,  that    W  A  Y;   l  i  k  e  ;  a  W o m a n;   "  CA N "  ...to be UNiSEX;  and every t h i n g  can  b e  e q u a l i z e d ;   o  r  say;  everything can b e i n symetry..(CERN  ; has defined a  n e w ; basic particule  " the k e y " particule " H i g g s  Bozone " ; " the GOD particule " ..)

.. a s   a  summary..       nothing i s S O;  D i f f i c u l t..          e s p e c i a l l y;  i n  t h e   b  e  g  i n  i  n  g..  b  u t  then  become  complex..

T  h  i  s ;  contemporary  a r  t;  o f  TODAYs;    h  a  s ;   a   very  rough;  s  i d  e;   and; i t does not contain;  HUMAN; i n  it..( so is this  to b e  S E C U L A R;  i n  ART.. ..( b e an  art thing;  t h e n U can  c r e a t e ; a r t..look what has become ; w h e n  post conceptualism b e c o m e s ; R E A L.. and  B L A C K.. ( W  e   are  organic  creatures and; w e need to show, organic bases  o  f  our;  a r t ..where is the passage; b e t w e e n;  -that U did with U' r  hand..))

L e o n a r d o;  has made; an  " UFO; SHiP ";  PAiNTiNG;       and   W E ; come n e a r;  to  LOOK;  a t  it,  a s  w e ; are eager to; s  e e     a   w o m a n..  T h  e  r e,  is  n o t  an  A L i E N;  smiling U  S;  o n  t h e  W i n d o w;  e i t   h e r..but  w h e n  I  LOOKED; i n t o  that,  W i n d o w;         -using m y windows computer system; f i l e ; that is  the window I am in front; and  LOOKing i  n;  the W i n d o w  of  an U F O; SHip..      -this  i  s     s e c u l a r-    .

.-  and  ı  can  s e e ;  t h e  ALiEN;   when  Processed  i  n  my,  computer; programs; (leonardo has given t h e c l u e s; to that  figure..) in  t h e   S H i P..(if  U  say a contemporarian;  t o   perFORM;  t h i s; " P i c t u r e ";            ;- t h a t; L e o n a r dDO; h a s  D O N E;  i n the  BOUNDERies;  o f  t h e  HUMAN; -  ,  t h e n   GO;  S E E  an  A L i E N  F i l m;  (,,PROMATHEUS..)  o r   rent  a  school-MADE; contemporary artist;  then  H  e  will;  M A K E;  a  REAL;  U F O  SHiP;  (a highly imagined c r a p; a ache i n my brain; forced imagination)  ;  t h e n  there will   b  e ;  a   H i g h l y  forced; image; o  g  an   a il i e n,  F A C E;  s e r v e d ,  r e a l;   t o  m y   E Y E S..  L e o n a r D O;  s a y s;    DO;  not  F O R C E;  t o  see;  A L i E N s; with U' r  EARTHy  EYEs; and n a t u r a l; imaginations....H  e  has  p  u t , an A L i e n   that we do not  s e e ;  in the LADy MONA L i s a.  - b u t  we still c a n  s e  e;  w h e n  ; p u t, it i n the  REAL  ABSOLUTE;  V O L U M E-BLACK;  o f  OUR                  ;" R E A L  CONTEMPORARiAN "      computers..   S  O;   I  call  this  a ;  -organic  or real-CONTAMPRARy;   A    C    T;      i   n      the   ;  ART;    (not i n the               CONTEMPORARYART  ..)        ..

...am  I   big  F a i l u r e;  i n  CONTEMPORARy ;&crapY      a r t..(CONTEMPORARyART)  ..   I  hope       I;  am.. (improvisation is the most far a w a y; style; t o  that;  contemporarYart  o f  TODAYs..(as they think; they are; s e c u l a r; ART MAKERs; U s i n g  H u m a n; RATiO  only..can U put that R a t i o, to the place o f; an  e y e..))   L  e  o n a r DO;  h a s  Defined,  h o w   to;  b e  ;  CONTEMPORARY.. w i t h  O u r;  computers..  a  n  d;  M a n  shouldn' t  have  to  b  e ;  COMPUTER; i n his  l i f e.. (b u t  he  can  MAE  a COMPUTER; that is contemporary  T    i  N  g; - a    compute-r..

L  e  o n a  r  DO;   h   a  s,   his  W O R D;    t o  say;    e  v  e  n , t o;     " TO DAY "..   h   e  is  ;  a   pordy  " S T R A N G E ";  man  i n D E E D;   ;    b  u  t;   s  t  i  l  l;   c a  n    STAY;  i n  the  "  E A R H l y   D E E D s ";   to     b  e  ;   C o n   t e m p o ; rary..

I    h  o p e;  t h e r e ;    i s ;  WAY;  from  that;  DEAD  E N D ; -named as Contemporaryart )  .. "  L E O N A R     D O     W A Y; "  is  the H o p e;  I  g u e s s ..         ....and I  a m; t h e  O N E;  who has b e e n  working to  o p e n;   that  ROAD;.. o r   carry  some  stone  to that,  r o a d..

 is not  this  a  strange  m a n; ; (but organic);  o r,  a  computerized;  O  N  E;  from  O ' NE   BOOK

..  ..strange; b u t  organic..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w_EHzCihzE&feature=BFa&list=FLoclApcUHJH_NyOZI_kqZ8Q