Mediated Memories, 2010
This series of paintings was inspired by pixilated footage from home videos
taken during my childhood. It seemed an interesting challenge to transform
the experience of watching these videos into the medium of paint, given its
traditions and material nature. My aim was to give the paint itself a voice
and say something about the fleeting nature of the moments these videos
depict and also comment on the disappearing concept of childhood in our
culture. The materiality of paint presents an image but also an experience,
an atmosphere beyond its subject.
The title Mediated Memories is an ode to Jose van Dijck’s book Mediated
Memories in the Digital Age, which explores the relation between memory,
artifacts and practices of remembering and how these relationships are
changing. Van Dijck discusses how and why we create mediated items
for later reminiscence. I find this question central to the complex connection
between mind, technology and culture. Especially as we move from analog
to digital forms, the examining of habits and attempts of remembrance
becomes more relevant. What is the motivation behind the flood of digital
snapshots, messages and videos? Is it an attempt to preserve the past or
subconsciously design the future?
While family photos and videos can be seen as suspensions of time, these
paintings by contrast depict the constantly changing and drifting nature of
everyday experiences. Time is fluid, even in the age of digital objects. The
era and its innovations lead me to wonder whether digital documentation
changes our remembrance of lived experiences. The malleability of memory
runs counter to the idea of an absolute experience or interpretation of events
and speaks to the underlying temporal qualities of existence.